Hi Reader,

I caught up with the traveler at the fork two days south of the Crossroads, where a tinker had parked a pushcart across both roads.

His cart was wooden, with little brass bells on the corners, and covered in pockets, maybe a thousand of them, every one stuffed with rolled paper. The man pushing it was small and quick, in a patched hat and a long coat made of more pockets. People call him the Glimmer Peddler.

He had already found the traveler.
"Oh, you're going south? Wait. You'll want this."

He unrolled a map from a pocket near his elbow. A lake in the eastern hills where the water hums at sunrise. The map was real, and the places on them are always wonderful, and that is exactly the problem with him.

The innkeeper at the Crossroads has a nephew who took one of those maps to a salt cavern full of blue crystal. The east wing of the inn had no roof for six years due to the magical properties in the crystal.

The traveler read it, took out their notebook, wrote down the name of the lake, and handed the map back. Then they walked around the cart and kept going south.

The Peddler stood there with his mouth open. I've watched a lot of people meet that man, and I had never once seen him lose one.

"They'll want it later," he called after us.
"Probably," I said.

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What burnout actually leaves behind:

Past the fork, the road drops toward fire country, and at the bottom of the hill, a field has clearly been on fire.

The black had gone soft and gray, and it smelled like a campfire. What stopped me at the fence line was that the whole field was blooming.

Ash-flowers. White petals, charcoal stems, faces the size of my palm. They only grew where something burned. Thousands of them, fence to fence and horizon to tree line, white as the first snow.

The traveler was already crouched at the nearest one, notebook out.

"The whole field is blooming," they said.
"I see that."
"Which means the whole field burned."

This is Cinder Meadows. I walked past it years ago when it was plain grass and never once stopped. People tell you about the after, when everything is green again. They leave out the part where the ash stays on the ground while the flowers come up.

The traveler said, without looking up, "Somebody's been keeping the lamps lit."

I had not noticed the lamp posts. A line of them runs through the middle of the meadow, charred black and still standing.

We found out who at dusk.
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She came up the line with a pole over her shoulder, a brass lamp swinging from the end, and a small tin in her free hand. She hooked the map onto the first post, opened the tin, and fed the wick an ember with her bare fingers. "You're standing in my light," she said. We are not, technically, since the lamp has been lit for four seconds, but I moved anyway.

She is called the Lamplighter.
If she has another name, it stayed in the tin.
She follows fires.

"Rivers go where they want," she said. "Fires too. Somebody ought to walk behind them and see what's worth keeping lit."

The tin holds one ember from every fire she has followed, and she feeds the lamps from it like she is introducing old friends. They are not all the same color. One near the middle burns a deeper red than the rest, a red you could pick out of a crowd. I did not ask about it, and I regret it.

The traveler asked about the meadow.

"People want to know whose fault a fire was." She hooked another lamp. "Wrong question. Fire is weather."

She lit the whole line, post after post, but she skipped one.

She lit the next three and kept moving. The traveler stopped in front of the dark post and waited, because the traveler notices things and then stands near them until the world explains itself.

"You missed one."
"No, I didn't."
​"That one's done," she said, and moved up the line.

Later I stood in front of it myself. Same char, same iron, and the glass was intact. Nothing about it looked finished to me, yet she knew from thirty feet away, in the dark, and she did not need to check twice.

What burnout does to people who never get to stop:
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After dark, a woman came up the road from the south. She walked as if her feet belonged to somebody else, with ash to the elbows, a leather apron burned through in three places, and an iron cuff locked on her right wrist with a foot of broken chain swinging off it. The Lamplighter looked at her from thirty feet away, the same way she had looked at the posts. "Resting," she said. "Sit."

The woman sat down under the lamp nearest the dark post and did not get up again for an hour. Her name is Nell Brand. She shoes horses in Kilnmarrow, the fire-country town two days south, or she did until something she called Brassmaw walked in.

"He's big and iron all through," she said. "A furnace for a belly and a bellows in his back." She turned the cuff on her wrist. "Grey men came first, with stamps and clipboards. Asked every one of us what we were best at and wrote it down. Then he came, and chained each of us to whatever we were best at, and pumped the fires."

"How long?" the traveler asked.
"You stop counting." She looked at the chain. "He says nobody rests. The forges don't rest, so why would you?"

She had not broken the chain herself. She fell asleep standing up at the anvil, her weight pulled against the link, and the link had been hot for so long that it gave.

"Will he come looking?" Nell asked.
"He doesn't leave his forges," the Lamplighter said. "That's his trouble."

What grows back after everything burns:

Later the warmth came over us like an oven door opening.

Just heat, moving, a light behind the clouds like a coal under ash, and big slow wingbeats. Every ash-flower in that field turned toward it at once, the way sunflowers follow noon, except it was night and they were following something else. You could hear it.

The Lamplighter did not look up. "Every night this week."​
"What is it?" I asked.
"Headed to Kilnmarrow," she said, which wasn't an answer, and she knew it.

Something drifted down out of the dark, taking its time, and landed in the grass three feet from the traveler. A feather as long as my forearm, still burning at the edges like a coal under ash, lighting the flowers around it from underneath.

The traveler picked it up bare-handed. It did not burn them.

"You'll be going on, then. Everybody is, lately." She closed the tin. "When you see the dragon, tell her I've still got hers, and tell her about Nell."

The dragon is Ember, who guards The Sparkleverse™ School of Magic, House of the Ruby Flame. She keeps Kilnmarrow as her hometown.

The Lamplighter walked back down the line and left Nell asleep under the brightest lamp, right beside the dark one. The traveler pressed an ash-flower flat between the notebook pages and wrote nothing beside it.

Stay tuned for next week's story, where we arrive in Kilnmarrow.

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Off the Road: Starting Over After Burnout
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Starting over after burnout usually starts with sorting before you make any new plan. You look at everything you were keeping lit and decide, one at a time, which fires are resting and which ones are done.

Around 45% of small business owners say they are experiencing burnout because of their work. Because the only rule anyone gave them sounds like Brassmaw, who you'll meet next week in Kilnnarrow.

This sort will take you about fifteen minutes:

1. Write down everything you are currently keeping lit. Offers, projects, commitments, the newsletter you swore you would restart.
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2. Next to each one, write resting or done. Resting means you want it back once you have more to give. Done means you would feel relief if it disappeared.
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3. Pick one done lamp and leave it dark this week. Don't announce it, or apologize for it. Just walk past it.

That field burned to the dirt, and it is the prettiest place on that stretch of Road now. You can wish the fire never happened and still notice and appreciate what came up after.

Your turn: Name one lamp you are keeping lit that is already done. Hit reply and share it!

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